-got a text from ex randomly at 4 a.m friday night. ran over and gave her a hug and she cries. bring her back to my dorm. she spills her problems. i comfort her. end up making out. we’re talking again
-hung out with susanna and sam + ohio people next day. went to lincoln park and hancock tower. view was amazing. good day
-went to a party with susanna and sam and some other people that night. first actual college party. pretty good at beer pong. smoked a cig for the first time. didn’t taste as bad as i’d thought. kissed a black girl. peed on side of a building on the way to stargrill. cops saw and called me over. friends ran away. cops let me go. pull up to my group and calls them scumbags for leaving me behind
The spring break plan was a bust. I practically begged but she said I could live til the summer.
On the other hand, things have gotten better. All it takes is time
i hope i can see her during spring break.
1 more week…
all i want is to apologize.
what a sad fucking day.
things have changed quite a lot
the start of this year has been tough, but hopefully the rest of it will be better.
there’s a saying that goes something like “you don’t appreciate what you have until it’s gone”
it’s time i change into a better person.
it kinda sucks that i had to lose my best friend for me to realize this, but i guess something drastic had to happen for me to change.